| what do you do when you love someone...and you'll never share anything more than love? |
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| i'm not going to let you ruin this. and by 'you', i also mean 'me'. because its the both of us. i just dont think i could do that. |
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| he makes me so mad that i could scream. sometimes i just want to talk to you...not your 'i want you to laugh so i can get out of this situation', but your 'i want to be there for you like i promised'. sometimes i wonder how this even happened. how 'this' became 'that' and how i became 'her'. stop hiding everytime there needs to be a real discussion. i'm not letting it go that easily. |
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| its been a year since i've updated this! what the heck. its time to get back to this. part of it was because i started journaling privately instead of on xanga. but i'm back now...after a year. and i know the 2 of you that read this are SO excited. right now, there's really nothing going on. well, there are DEFINATELY things going on...but its difficult because i cannot share them. do you have something that you cannot ever tell anyone? yeah...that's whats going on with me. and its insane. i want to scream it to everyone! but i want to keep it hidden at the same time. and right now, i just want this in my life so badly. sometimes things really suck, and it makes me want to cry. but i just have to wait...the hard thing is for how long. (its okay if you're not following me...didnt expect you to...i'm kind of lost myself). i love you all. more to come. |
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